Wednesday, November 29, 2006
i blog this 1st b4 i forgot again =x
oh oh! and ... XIAOWEI! i'm here~
hahas. told u i will blog liao...
and stop ur 'h0nEyDeW~~' thingy.
LOLS.
today i woke at 9 and den prepare everything and went out to wait for bus to go to sch for choir.
in the end the bus came late and i was late for choir for 10min sharp.
well, not really is choir... but onli sectionals.
some seniors like xiao wei batch and Andy's batch were there to coach us..
or rather teach us technics to sing better..
Si Yun and Jia Yi actually claimed $$ from me.
`coz they say late 1min = 10cents.
WTH!
it was all the bus's fault!!
y it came so late?!
and i just wasted my $1 like tat.
$1 lehh~ can buy 10 seaweed packet from my xiao xue...
tat's wad i tell xiaowei. LOLS.
eh, but really true larhs! it's the bus fault..
hais... my $1...
u muz ti liang me u noe..
not i dun wan come early de mahhs..
den no matter wad i sae, u pple onli there laughing..
den also nv agree wif me...
And somemore took my $$.
-.-"
i was like so bu shuang..
not my fault mahhs..
den take my inn0cent $1 alway:(
saded.
the seniors performed for us...
and it was really nice..
they sang The Phantom Of The Opera...
it was 24 pages, as i was told by JiaYi and SiYun..
cool~
and tho there wasn't really a piano going along wif them..
but it was really quite nice..
hahaz..
den i ask SiYun for the score.. i wan photocopy..
hahas... den she sae okayy lorhs.
after that song, they went for an0ther one..
Unpainted Canvas.
i like it coz its soothing and melodious.
dey din sing the dreamers.
(or izzit cor the dreamers?)
den after tat we go break.
1h break.
i went Mac wif ade
and saw Alvin (2C`06) there.
i asked if he had went Sentosa a few days ago.
and i was 100% sure i saw him there when i went there!!
but he sae dun have~~
hais. nvm
den ltr he pick up call...
den i was like, at the side trying to di siao him
hahaha..
den he call me PufferFish.
i called him BambooStick.
=.= childish eh? haha
we sat with Tuan He and started eating as he started to say bad things bout who he hated.
CHNG WEI QIANG.
yea, U, Mr. Wei Qiang.
he told how boastful and proud and anything u can think of about wei qiang..
sae until like really very bad.
and the whole lot of sec1 pple dun like him.
when he spoke of this,
2things came up to my mind.
-tuan he english very good w0rx.
-wei qiang got so bad mehhs..
den after tat he say last time weiqiang sae smth eng vocab tat's long.
and den wq sae it mean stupid.
in the end tuan he went to check out the dic and found out tat it was actually a scientific thing over smth.
-.- walao..
den somemore tuan he sae STUPID as (stew-pit)
lols~
den so funny..
i really think tat his eng very good.
but he told me he onli got B3.
well, at least better than me rite??
=P hahas.
and worse comes to worse,
i learnt that wq speaks behind pple's back.
one moment he was playing wif me and sharlynn SO FUN-LY.
and the next, he told tuan he tat he hated us coz we attention seeker and tat we did smth tat is so stupid (like cutting the hand and eating glue).
wat the hell.
is this the so call back stabber???
fuck off, CHNG WEI QIANG.
i tot u so so so good guy.
den so very funny.
it turned out to be tat u are such a sissy and idiotic guy and
stewpit guy.
bu shuang me come find and tell me larh...
speak behind pple's back IS SO BAD.
and i stil duno bout it, thinking u so good, and toking to sometimes.
now the moment i saw u, i will just walk away.
i'll ignore u and even glare at u..
WeiQiang aka WQfans.
if u dun like the way i scold him, den get lost.
this is my blog.
u dun have the rights to scold me.
if u dun like wad i sae, den dun come read it, ass.
on the journey back to sch, i spent the time cursing and swearing to wq.
this kind of fren.
is better off to be in somewhere else, than to be as my fren.
n0w i hated him to the c0re man..
god.. spoil my mood.
den ltr a `cher came in and tot us songs.
name's mr y0ng i think.
he was at the estana thingy tat time.
i din go so i duno..
he VERY pro lor..
one moment the guys were like a mouse.
another moment when the gals moved to com lab to practise, leaving the guys in the music room,
the guys became thunder when we came in.
lols.
tat's how pro.
haha...
yea so tat's him.
hahaz.. pro lorhhs..
walao..
and pple sae he fierce.
he keep laughing..
hahaz..
den we were dismissed.
[Oliver's dimper can collect water]
i heard this from some1.
LOLS xD
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:00 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
well, sorry tat i din blog for so long.thanks to those who still come to my blog to tag.thanks guys.w/o u guys, i guess i dun have the point to keep my blog alive.thanks again... right guys.just a post here tat i wanna post up.coz i think it can help me calm myself down.if u dun wanna see this, by all means.i nv force u to see it.and dun ask y so smallit's meant to be lidat.why.why do i always have to land myself in such troubles.i always thought:if i had never met you, maybe i woulnd't feel this sharp thorn pricking every single part of my flesh, making it bleed.but yet, sometimes i dun dare to think like that.`coz i'm scared i would lose you.yes.i dun care if i know you just for one sec.even for 0.01sec i get to noe u, i treasure u.treasure.MY treasure.not the dictionary treasure.as in.. i mean...my treasure no one will understand.and i duno how to tell u guys.i know, everything is my fault.regardless of whether you are just someone i know for ages or just for a short period of time,everything seems to come from me.Every trouble; i caused.i'm sorry.i hurt you pple coz i'm selfish, i dunno how to calm u down, etc.eveything is my fault.even failing my task to morning call ppleIS MY FAULT.if u din tell me to morning call u, will it be my fault?if u din even noe me, WILL IT STILL BE MY FAULT??even when sometimes, pple asked me to call them to chat on phone.i called.and i was blamed tat i wasn't talkingOH COME ONfor god's sake.u ask me to call and expect me to talk.y not u do the talking?in 1st place u find me is to chat wif pple or izzit to let pple entertain you?u din state it rite?and when i din talk, u blamed me for it.i like to be quiet cannot meh?i dun wan to tok, onli wan to reply wad u sae, cannot meh?my fault again lar?sometimes i was wondering.did i drown myself in my own tears?did i kill myself with my own knife?or rather,did i get bitten my my most beloved dogs?did i get eaten by piranhas that i feed wif good food everyday?hais.wad's life?i find all troubles myself.i'm to blame.pple can sae : [ORBEE]yea, orbee me lor.it IS my fault to befren pple so easily and in turn, get hurt more easily.its all my fault i get hurt.its all my fault tat i cry coz of the pain.i brought everything to me.i brought happiness to myself.but i brought even more sadness to myself.not wanting to go out with u, my fault.mom dun let me go out, u pester me tat i dun jio u out.din morning call u, u angry.i dun tok, u angry.i did wrong things and i din change, my fault.and when i decided NOT TO CARE anymore, i feel my heart breaking.so wad can i do?i have no choice.or rather, i do have a choice.and i chosed to keep this frenship;and suffer for the rest of my life.i dun mind, coz u're my fren.i guess i'm onli seeking attention.mayb i was good to u all coz i wanted more frens.coz i wanted more pple to share happiness with me,AND not to blame me for things i din do, did bad, or watsoever.i wan you coz i wan happiness!not pain;sad;sorrow;unhappiness,etc.i'm also a human being.i'm not god.i have make so many pple sad and angry of me,unable to forgive me.but the greatest pain still befalls me den anyone elses.i pity myself(:i find happiness,sadness find me.but yet, pple who care still brightens me up.and god saves me.thanksi wanna thank all the pple who talked to me at times when i'm down.thanks fengheng kor, for sending me the christian songs...thanks huiming kor, for chatting with me and being so funny...thanks shino, for telling me what to do and saving me from my sorrows. owe u lots.thanks winston for trying to ask me out to dye hair with him. lols. i noe it was nth, but thx niwaes.thanks to penghwee, for reporting his life to me everyday(:
and thanks to all my frens who were there for me whenever i'm feeling down.love u guys. thanks alot alot alot...there are somethings tat i still wanna sae... but i onli got the mood to sae when i'm sad.right. tat means when i posted this blog,my mood has gone from bad to good.and the post is from my bad mood, wanna sae everything out,,to good mood, wanna sae it out nex time :Di shld have tot of this.i shld have write a post everytime i'm sad.hahas. tata guys.love u all. love Jesus.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:42 PM
Friday, November 03, 2006
Okay,i'm here to reply people's tag...`coz i think like that is easier,right? =P[Aaron] ok, i'll relink u!sorry for the late reply~HAPPY HOLIDAYS FOR YOU TOO!thanks fer tagging!and take care!~ woots(:[wai seng]HEHSx)sorry for the late reply..i will blog derx, after i finish my long post..but everytime on com, dun feel like typing my long post..den will tuo and tuo and tuo:(THANKS fer tagging at my blog!happy holidays~[CORRINA MEiix/xiao dou dou]thankiewww meimei(:thanks fer tagging!i'll link you!and i'll go tag ur blog derx~hoorays X)[audrey]relinked!=D[jia xin]=]hehs.[bee]i get my skin from my mom??LOL.i got my BLOGskin from blogskins.com lorhs(:[korkor]haha u're welcome.if u need a shoulder or anything,can juz find me(:PACKAGE:not physically with you - 24/7 availablephysically with you - will be confirmed =xhehs. you rocks too!CHEERS`<3 YOU
[kel]
haha dun wait for my post.
coz it'll be damn long
and i'm lazy EVERY SECOND.
so it'll be really difficult to finish my post,,
WHEN one day passes another and there's smth to type bout tat day:'(
[feng heng]
you sure got lotsa names.
O__o
yea, sure.
RELINKED! =)
[kor]
haha thanks man.
i'm cheering up, i am~
hahas. so dun worry...
thanks fer cheering!
yea if i need u, i wun let u sleep;)
(hmmmm, mayb try highlighting it to see my reply =P hehe)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:01 AM
