today was the cca bazzaar.Choir had to sing in front of all those people, damn. I was not very nervous but kept going out of tune. VERY CLEAR, i went out of tune. oh no, not at this time! but, forget it. `cause i know, people in singapore- guys: eeee, join Choir? so sissy... i don't want. i go join NCC/NPCC/SCOUTS/etc. girls: erm, i think i would rather join Band/ChineseOrchestra/ChineseDance.
and so, only people who really loves to sing, who really haven the passion in music, and of `cause wants to join choir, joined. if not, it will be that the sec 1 join, then the friend follow. well, so i know, Choir no hope de. lols. not aiming low, but then, that's what people think what. so we all go "La-Ke" (pull them in). we don't have a choice right? we are in need of those juniors. &&D yet they all went to other CCAs.
but yet, it's not really their fault. look at the canteen. the Band were playing those music so smoothly (i suppose), and so nice, of `cause they attracted attention of the kids right... so the sec1s' all stupid stupid go join band =x i have to admit their band uni is nice larhs! but then you guys don't know how tedious Band is. So many band practises, teacher so fierce. and, with Miss Lai there, wahh, hell lorhs. then there goes the Chinese Orchestra beside the band. they all shouting shouting, using a cone-shape like thingy that makes their voice louder. then giving out balloons, with CO written on them, etc. i also have to admit the costume is quite nice larhs, esp for the guys. and their song also not bad. i not sure bout their practises per week larhs, but then i know their `cher sometimes quite funny, sometimes quite fierce, and is strict larhs. and their songs all very olden types de i suppose. i mean, very china-rised. if you love China and you love those kind of china-china songs, and you wan join co, i have nothing to say, of course. there's also this lion dance thingy, and drums thingy.think girls cant join bah? i not sure bout it. shirt's nice nice. and performances are well done! bad art, tiring bah? hahas. then there was this wu-shu. quite nice, but then your punch and everything have to be strong i think. costume's always change, but is very nice. practises i dunno when, but then the teacher damn gay. oh, there's also this Chinese dance. the performance today was really cool=D and mostly chiobu-s can. but the thing is that, guys can't join i think. costumes think also change change change de. dance steps' are nice. but you have to put make up also. and those kinda like ballet clothes, but is chi dance de. and the teacher is also that wu-shu `cher---a botak head look-like-gay `cher! then, how about badminton? they very high lorhs. hahas and also not alot of people. so badminton i don't know. their shirt is nice, the couch is from China, if he in bad mood, horhor. the thing is that their training also alot alot. and that very tiring de. alot of my friends wanna quit lorhs, but didn't. and choosing badminton as CCA, if you don't qualify for the team then how? this one i don't know. `coz for me, i was told to go in the nite session, and somemore have to pay $$. so i don't know for you all lorhs. and again, if you love playing badminton as a sports, i can't stop you from joining, but can also try track and field(: well, about other sports cca like basketball, netball, table tennis, etc. i dunno bout this larhs. haha (`coz i din even see where's their booth??) but basketball alot of tall tall people larhs, and maybe shuai ge lorhs =x and netball thing is always playplayplay. so shld be fun, if you loved netball.
UNIFORMGROUPS then we come to the Red Cross. Yawns, all like sot sot people like that. desperate for pple liddat can-.-" so DAMNHIGH can... keep shouting shouting. hey come`on, even the choir people also never use our mouths to SING, wth should you people shout shout shout sososo loudly, making such a commotion?! hurting people's ear can anot?! red cross. their uni not really very unique also what. same same thorugh-out. Zzz. right, i'm not biased against them ok. their training i don't know anything, and i'm not interested in it. good thing is, you can learn then save people. bad thing is that you have to learn to march. good thing is, you can march in the parade square and steal all the attention from other cca-s like choir=.=" and bad thing is, the uniform so white(easy dirty), you have to stand under the hot hothot sun to march. poor thing. and also, like choir, red cross not alot of guys. oh and bad thing is, if you are afraid of blood, and will probably FAINT when seeing blood, then, PLEASE, join something else. then there's the scouts. alright, you can say i'm supportive of it. -wuzee helped me to promote choir. -wenjie told me when the training is -alot of my friends were inside sea-scouts -their booth was unique. well, can see that, i support them. Sharlynn even wanted to join them=D the time is every friday, from around 3pm or 4pm to 6pm; which is quite quite slacking! one week only one time! and like only 3 to 4 hours one week. and their uniform is so nice~ and the people in scouts all very cheeky de. and also! they will learn how to cook, have camps, learn lots`a things, and also have fun!! lols, AND~ this year, girls can also join! eeek, why this year then say??! but the bad part is, yea, they too have to build the cross thingy over and over again, they have to learn to tie tight tight knots, and they also have to march under the hot sun. AWHS. now, to the ncc. only boys are allowed. greengreen de. but alot of people join. and all they do is march march march, under the hot sun. then npcc lehx, both genders allowed, and i love their uniform. looked like police, dark blue, very cool. and GaoYan everytime wear it, i was like: wow, cool man. so nice... but all they do, is also march march and march, under the hot sun.
*note: of `coz i didn't forget. people who were in performing group need to do well, to let the school be proud and well-known. people who were in teams for competitions, have to work very hard, to win! and uniform groups, have to march well, nice and proper, and also,,, POLISH THEIR SHOE WELL. and that means, clean and shiny.
well, and also not forgetting the ava people. damn funny la, that Jeremy. he hold the mike and went round the whole canteen and places where sec1 people are, and keep repeating : JOIN AVA, JOIN AVA, JOIN AVA, ... ... ... LOLS. and when band playing the song, no1 can hear him, he turned on full blast and started singing along with the song: don't join the band, don't join the band. oh gosh, he's so humorous. the next thing is that he on the song using laptop i think, and started singing~people keep telling him to lower down the volume. he seems to be enjoying himself alot. oh, of `coz not he holding the mike and walking around. JiaJun and Sara was holding on and pushing the speaker following behind him. hahas. the good thing bout ava, (i think), is that very slack, and they are important people. hahaha. and they don't need to wear anything special, unique. but plain and simple, uniform or pe-tshirt. so shuang lorhs. hahas. go go AVA = DD
i'm once again back larhs. hahas. today was fun and high. and i think i lost my voice. but then i saw him larhs. he came to help out in choir. i was having glances at him, see he got change anot. but, didn't want to speak to him. and yet, saw another him. was kinda slacking, sitting at the table and waiting for people to come and write their name. i didn't want to even look at him. i was afraid that i can't control myself. but then, i suddenly tot of smth. well dude, if someone asked you bout our relations or anything and said smth that hurt-ed you, making you have the urge to feel fan and to make everything goes so wrong, pls, do what you think your heart want to do. i can't stand it already. i'm slitting, cutting and dripping comes along. i'm not a kid anymore, yet i'm doing stupid stuffs. everyone's been leaving me, one after another. like what they say, the new one comes along and the old ones go. is that really true? if that's the case, can i keep the old ones instead? my heart's hurting, ya`noe. it's painful can. come`on. we were only like friends friends, only adding something special. an initial that i tot i can keep in my hurt forever. we weren't even back together after the break up in last last dec. but why does my hurt hurt? eh? i'm feeling weird. maybe there's something wrong with my hurt. maybe it contracted something that no one else can heal. guess i'll lean on to God and let time and God heal me. don't ask me to go pei other pple. i only want to pei you. don't tell me that i still have lots of friends, so it won't make a difference w/o you. that's craps craps and CRAPS. i'm making myself clear once and for all. once a friend, forever a friend. losing a friend = losing a part of my flesh, a part of my heart. not sms-ing or talking or getting into contact with you pple, DOESN'T MEAN that i've forgotten bout you guys. i noe my memory sucks alright, but not on the terms : friendship. whatever is it, memories are all kept deep in my heart. it's not meant to be forgotten, so i will not. i'm so troubled. depressed. stress. it's now not what you shld do. is what i shld do. what shld i do??god-damn. i'm so tired. missyoulots.
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Qing Hui is my name, and they call me DAJIE.
I'm SunWuKong in a group called Siao You Ji , and it lives by its given name.
Being a Fuhua Choir-ian, i love music.
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