she ki siao liao. sit there and started screaming. lol..
haha. zi lians.
see no evil; hear no evil; speak no evil.
then walked pass a shop. and saw this.
then after tat mich went ichiban again to have dinner.
why again? cos we went in there earlier to find mow lim.
but he quit already ):
and this time, we went in, mich ordered her dinner,
while i, ONCE AGAIN, ordered my pink genuie and fried salmon skin.
this time, jing ling made the drink.
and she added lots of special stuffs!
omg, thanks so much. it's like special order, still got biscuit and everything.
awhs~ XD
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i just wanna say this.i'm not angry with both of them together;but yet i'm not happy either.i don't know why.and i've also thought over it.since she's my friend,i shan't get so angry.moreover,there's no point getting angry.it's her own happiness.she's just seeking to him cos she think he's the right one to protect her.i shan't interfere,i shan't say anything.but pls,dun lie to me or anything to be with him just becos u dun wan me to get angry.i hate liers,more than ever.i rather u tell me the truth.if u're with him,admit it.dun keep me in the dark,and let me find out the truth myself.since she's happy with him,i shall not say anything more.i don't wanna curse u or anything,seriously,but trust me,it won't last.sighs.maybe i'll just let her taste taste what i mean by tat.i really really hope he won't change anything between us.and i will prove to her,me,dajie,will give her all the love she wanted.i don't wanna lose a friend just becos of someone else.it won't happen,and it never will.i will show her i can be more better than him.i will show her that not only him can give him the care she's looking for.gosh,my hair is standing.lol...speak about him as much as anybody wants.i won't give any comment.i hope she understand how i feel.there's so much more i wanted to say.but i've got to stop.
maybe say more next time.
i protect my friend.i love them as much as ever.i swear i'll treat both of u as good as how i treated julian.mayb u say i'm closer to him than u both is cos, i think i can find a brighter light when i'm with guys.don't worry.i'll improve our friendship,i'll prove to you both,that you didn't treat me as a friend for nothing. (:
i still think: there's nothing such as best friend.
i still think: there's no such thing as best friend.
i still think: it's either friend or not friend.i don't believe in good fren best fren or whatever it is.
and i still think: not wanting to care for anything is the best solution for myself.
and i've told may: i, too, never wanna care for whatever shit there is again.
cos it's killing me.
but will i do what i just said?can i not care for things happening around me?i really dunno :/
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