Friday, October 12, 2007
First this, now that.I'm going to lose yet another friend.oh wow.-
whenever i talked to you, May, i really feel like telling you everything, but... tears just choked me; i couldn't speak at all.i-want-to-smoke.
hell yes, i feel like trying. and hell yes, bo xian is giving me a so-called strawberry flavoured cig soon.
maybe julian can supply me with some too.and if i really do, the next thing i know is, everyone's gonna say they are not going to be my friend anymore.
and i've got 2 choices.option 1 : i can just heck care. i've already lost 1, and going to lose another. it doesn't matter anymore. to me, i think, a friend shld be able to accept anything u did or wanna do. if he/she hated me just becos i smoke, scram off.option 2 : on the other hand, it does matters. i'll lose everything, everyone, and even my home. yes, again,
oh fuckkkk.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:23 PM